our
town were afraid of the Japanese police, and they were even
more afraid of being locked up. Consequently, the police were
able to do whateve they wanted, without encountering much
resistance.
After seven days, my father
came back. He had changed. His face looked distorted. His
left cheek was swollen and his eyes seemed to protrude from
his head. There was a lump on his forehead and his cloths
were ragged and dirty. Once my little brother watched him
change his clothes; upon seeing the bruises covering my father's
body, my brother cried out, "Oh, my father looks like a deer."
My father had completely changed.
Before, whenever he had the time he would play with us, laughing
at our games. But now he wouldn't open his mouth all day long,
and when he looked at us, there were tears in his eyes. He
used to eat three bowls of rice at each meal, but now could
barely finish one bowl. After a few days, he collasped onto
his bed and didn't get up again. Our whole family changed.
The gods of happiness had desserted us.
My father stayed in bed for
serveral months before he passed away.
Soon after his death, my mother
fell ill. My brothers and sisters were very young they were
only one, three and four years old - - what were we going
to do? My uncle and aunt lived next door, and they came over
to help out whenever they could. If they hadn't, our whole
family whould have perished. Eventually, my uncle was forced
to sell his land as well, and they moved away from our town
to try to find jobs. It seemed as though overnight, the Sugar
Company had forced serveral hundred farm famlies to leave
their land to find jobs elsewhere. Some started up small businesses.
Th competiton between the businesses was fierce. People worked
at temporary jobs, and when they had nothing to do, they became
uneasy. My uncle and aunt couldn't help us out much then.
When my father came back from
the police station, he had brought six hundred dollars back
with him. The money had dissappeared quickly, because we had
to use it during his illness, and later, for his funeral.
After recovering from her illness, my mother had to sell our
last remaining piece of land.
The day my father returned from the
police station, he had tossed a bundle of money on the table
without saying where it had come from, but we all knew it
was the money the sugar company had given him for his rice
fields.
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